I am this close
free verse poem

I am this close.
I can see it.
I can feel it.
I can scream it.
I do not know
from which levee
it will fire me up,
from which passage
it will explode.
I feel I am about
of doing something.
This restless compression
is come to an end.
In this hanging space,
in this expanded time,
everything has a sense:
the effort
the fall
the sorrow
the stirring.
My certitude is full
with question marks
because
exclamations
are excluding
any change for a life
to be meaningful.
My blown conviction
is knowing
who I am
because
I know
who
I want to become.